Wednesday, August 4, 2010
The worst day of my life. ever.
Yes, did i said that WORST DAY! hais.
seriously, though i know im a bit, or maybe not . im REALLY CRANKY ttm! But still, i wonder why you guys can take SO FKING LONG to go to the _ _ _ _ _ _ and go buy _ _ _ _. my limit has gone too far already. cant take it anymore longer. once my rubber band snap.. THAT'S IT!
Is more of disppointment and upset than angry i guessed. i think i had told you all before already. is just that you all nv take it into heart. Well, maybe im not important to you guys. i still rmb, that time.. i told you all i wanna eat with you guys and ask you all to wait for me. what i got when im back to find you guys, was all eating KFC HAPPILY. well done. im so angry that i just walk off la. you guys apologised and i accepted. and i thought u guys could be better. and now. i doubting it. Cause you all just simply cant rmb me a shit! TAKE FOR AN EXAMPLE, or maybe not... more than A example. like .. maybe today i cant make it for the first lesson, but im so coming for the next lesson... did you guy ever asked me if i wan to have lunch with u all not. all you all think is blah blah blah.. ehhh she coming not... ehh wait i call her.. see if she wants anything or she coming to eat with us not.but did u all ever ASK?!! like where am i? sigh. well.. forget it. another incident. im rather disappoint in you. every time.. without fail.. when im absence from school..is always me gonna ask what the tutorial, what's for lecture and can borrow notes not. cant be initiative huhs? ermms, i know is my part to do that.. but still.. when i see A can just help B to copy note .. tell them what to do.. ahhh well.. i know you sometime did too. i did appreciate that. thanks! im really glad to have you. but sometime just .. ahh well nvm. shall not say any more. then another one... like today's incident. arghhh fuck lar. its just seem that no one will remember me. zzz.i just feel bais-ness in you all lar. grrrr.. someone's birthday can be as BIG. someone's can be as small like wad.. ahhhs. im not complaining anything.. just not fair for the rest. i not saying for myself.. just making stands for others too. maybe becos u all are closer. living nearer and sam cca? ahhhs... fk it.
well.. the clock strikes 12! is thursday . and im hell not going to think about it anymore. and i shall SMILE! :)) and and thats how i feel about it. take it or leave it . though i still wonder u all will come and read or not. cos i told u guys i had this blog. just wondering you all have the heart to see not. blah blahh blahh~ .
today's yog is tiring. hot too. and the dinner sucks can! and im late today. Fuck la. supposed to meet at 5pm i reached like 530? hahas. sorry people. how blur am i.. i took the wrong side from serangoon supposed to go to dhoby side. but i took to marymout. till i sat there till bishan then i realise. WELL DONE SHERMAIN! FML. seriously. arhhhs. yups. thats all.
But still.. thanks k-factor for trying damn hard to make me smile :) thanks. i really appreciate it ;)
JOKE OF THE DAY: someone thought i tml got YOG, i mean today thursday got yog... when i told that person i dont have , it on sat. then the person jus gave up the off day..HOHOHO! :((((
bye folk. my body is aching. gonna slp. :)
what we could have been, 11:36 PM.
